I have reached the abyss. I don't know where to go from here. My finances are in ruins. I have no job to support myself. My exams are fast approaching and it seems increasingly tough to maintain a good GPA. My notions of being an intelligent student are being crushed mercilessly. To top this I am considering moving out of my apartment by the end of this month. I haven't found a place to go to yet. I just can't stand the tension in my apartment anymore. And ofcourse the constant factor since arrival in Montreal has been that I have had no love life. This is the worst state I have ever been in.
I have never regreted any decision in my whole life. None. However I am now regretting coming here for MBA. I hate this place. The worst part is that after investing so much I can't even go back.
So what do I do now. Well, I still keep trying to make it better. I am hoping there is light at the end of the dark tunnel. And I hope that light is not of a Canadian Rail train.
Oh yes, before I sign off, something for the politics at Concordia student unioins.
Kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe
Do pal miltey hai, saath saath chalte hain
Jab mod aaye to bach ke nikalte hain
Kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe
Thokar bhi khaana hai, chalte bhi jaana hai
Vaada kiya toh woh kisko nibhaana hai!
Yaha sabko saare daav aazmane hai
Sabhi ek duje se zyaada sayaane hai
Kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe
3 comments:
standing of shaky ground is the state rite now. It will pass away.
We have to get the best out of nothing. I know u will figure out something soon.
As far as regrets go...well " zamane me gum aur bhi ek Concordia ke alawa". Rest you know.
These are the moments where you truly grow, or decide to retreat back to your previous state as things used to be. Keep up the fight and pave your way with everything you have!
You had what it took to get there, and I believe that you have what it takes to succeed and see it through!
Sandeep - I think the probability of time figuring out something for me seems more likely, I hope time does it soon.
Talal - You are right. In these moments one truly grows, it's just that I never thought growing will be such a tough process.
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